i feel terribly upset with myself. dont know why i play mind games with myself. dont understand why i put myself through all that. but i hope my stupidity will end soon. afterall, it sucks being mind fucked.
ahh, after tonight im embarking on week 3. i think im better now, or so i wish to believe. i wished things would have worked out differently, i still believe it could. but apparently when it comes to moving on, what you think and believe in differs a whole lot from what happened. and when i stop thinking about it and stop trying to figure out the 7 Wives and 1 Husband.. its when i just.... move an mm?! and all i need is to start thinking again and im back at square one, picking up broken pieces of myself.
Friday, June 27, 2008
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